Understand

When I write on here, I write how I feel at the moment.
I am completely honest.

The reason to have this blog is to practice how to be more open. I struggle with speaking my mind, so I thought I would start somewhere small.

Friends, I'm sorry if you took the last entry wrong. I was just so frustrated. I thought we would be the group that didn't need any alcohol to have fun, but I was wrong. It's hard for me to realize that we're all growing up and riding our bikes and playing park games is something that we must all grow out of... Right?

I do not think drinking is bad. I just have had countless terrible experiences with drinking and drugs so I usually have a panic attack when put in situations that relate to these things.

I do not think less of people that drink. I love my family & friends to death, it's just drinking is something I do not partake in yet. Or maybe I never will, who knows.

But I need you to realize this,

I am not apologizing for what I have said on my blog.

These are my feelings written down for you to see who I am since I have trouble expressing myself.

The way you take it is up to you.