Ryan DeZurik

"I'm at the waters edge

&& I'm gearing closer.

This is where I will be,

Where you can find me."


Every now and then, I think of you. I think of us.
& I cry.

I cry because your life was cut short.
I cry because you deserved so much longer on this earth.
I cry because your family needed more time with you.
I cry because I can't let go.
I cry because I miss you.

I miss you, Ryan.
I, the writer, cannot find words to express how I feel about this.

I just know that I miss you so much, it hurts.