screaming

I'm quiet on the outside
Trying to process your words
Panic
You're asking what's wrong
Phrases falling our your mouth
Trying your best to bring me answers
But nothing helps
I can't open my mouth

I'm screaming on the inside
But quiet on the outside

I can't form the words
To make you understand
So my words begin to seep out
But not in their original form
But in the form of tears
I am becoming angry
Because you keep saying what
You think I want

You're wrong
Oh mom, you're so wrong

I don't want to drop out
I don't want to get another job
I don't want to move out
I don't want to settle for less
I want to go to school
I want to keep my job
I want to live at home
I want to be successful

But I can't form my words to feelings anymore.
What's happening to me?