Tuesday, January 25, 2011

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I'm bursting
Trying as hard as I can to
Hold myself together

But I'm bursting

Trying to stay as busy as possible
School, Hornbachers, work out, homework, sleep.
That's my busy life

But I'm bursting.

Family setbacks
My grandmother is dying
& my family is so dramatic

& I'm bursting.

I don't wanna talk about anything
I wanna just keep hiding my feelings
& pretend that I'm okay.

Underneath, I'm bursting.

I'm supposed to be the girl
Who has it all together
& doesn't need any help

But I'm bursting.

Falling apart
Laying here as my walls crumble
God, if you can hear me

I'm bursting. Save me.

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