Too fast

I always do this
With my crazzy imagination.

I meet someone who is
Amazing

& I immediately run
With the idea

That everything will fall together
Perfectly.

I have it all play out in my head
In a perfect lovely world.

I always get the real world mixed in
With my stories that play out in my head.

Blegh.
Lame.

I need to stay focused.
I need to stay gold.

Focus on what I really want,
Which is a new me.

But I don't wanna change to make you notice me.

I wanna change
For me.