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When I'm around you, I feel
Wonderful.

All I wanna do is talk to you
& soak in your smile.
I've got butterflies exploding out my ears.
& When I am with you,
I feel like everyone can tell that
I'm glowing.

I love your style
Your crazy hair and sunglasses
& your unhealthy habit.
Ugh,
It's ridiculous,
How you make me feel.

I want you to
Want me.

But I don't
Because I'm scared out of my mind
Could I ever open my heart to you?
Would you be someone who would want to
Deal with my crazy beautiful life?
Because the others weren't capable.

They ran.
Or they ignored what was real.
I can't have that,
I need someone who doesn't mind
Or is able to understand
& able to help me through

But when I think about being with you,
I don't even worry about you not being understanding.
All I can see is your smile carrying me through those difficult times.

& I smile because
I want to be with you
I want to hear your stories
I want to listen to your likes and dislikes
I want to feel your heart
I want to hear your dreams.

I guess we'll just have to wait and see where this goes.
Am I getting my hopes up too early?

Probably. Oops.