i can't imagine
what my life would be like
not knowing what's going to happen to me
after i
die.
dying is a terrifying thing.
you can't deny it, you're afraid of death.
everyone is.
because we're human, and all we've ever known is living.
but i'm glad i have some sort of faith.
i have to trust God that something will happen
when i breathe my last breath.
because if nothing happened to me,
why live at all?
what's to live for?
i just can't afford to think like that.
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Friday, June 8, 2012
you always think
you always think you know what you want
until it begins to happen to you.
& then it's wrong.
it wasn't supposed to feel like this.
wrong.
everything is wrong.
oh so wrong.
& i'll just never really know what's best for me.
so leave my undecided mind behind.
i'm better off this way.
until it begins to happen to you.
& then it's wrong.
it wasn't supposed to feel like this.
wrong.
everything is wrong.
oh so wrong.
& i'll just never really know what's best for me.
so leave my undecided mind behind.
i'm better off this way.
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
i am finally starting
there is always this story that is playing over and over again in my head.
it's one that i've been putting together for months now, and finally it's beginning to seep through my walls.
i've begun to write it down.
& i promise, i'll update you whenever i update the story.
but so far, this is what i have. i wrote it down on a piece of scrap paper @ work.
_______________________
Do you ever make decisions on impulse? You just start moving and you’re unable to stop. running, twitching, laughing, kicking, yelling, punching through walls, whatever your reaction is, your whole body is on over drive because of the simple fact that it’s just
reacting.
You don’t even think about the consequences of your action.
You’re just moving.
Just reacting.
& Reacting can either save someone or kill someone. But sometimes, fate just can’t decide.
and that's where i come into play.
we come into play.
_______________________
it's one that i've been putting together for months now, and finally it's beginning to seep through my walls.
i've begun to write it down.
& i promise, i'll update you whenever i update the story.
but so far, this is what i have. i wrote it down on a piece of scrap paper @ work.
_______________________
Do you ever make decisions on impulse? You just start moving and you’re unable to stop. running, twitching, laughing, kicking, yelling, punching through walls, whatever your reaction is, your whole body is on over drive because of the simple fact that it’s just
reacting.
You don’t even think about the consequences of your action.
You’re just moving.
Just reacting.
& Reacting can either save someone or kill someone. But sometimes, fate just can’t decide.
and that's where i come into play.
we come into play.
_______________________
Monday, June 4, 2012
Sunday, June 3, 2012
something new
i'm going to try something new.
each day this summer, i want to write a haiku.
i always stray from writing and reading even though i love them so much. hopefully this way i'll make it into a habit.
but along with haikus, i will also be uploading some day dreams finally brought to text.
anyway, here's to day one.
___________
having great weekends,
makes mondays so much harder.
six thirty hates me.
each day this summer, i want to write a haiku.
i always stray from writing and reading even though i love them so much. hopefully this way i'll make it into a habit.
but along with haikus, i will also be uploading some day dreams finally brought to text.
anyway, here's to day one.
___________
having great weekends,
makes mondays so much harder.
six thirty hates me.
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