forget me

i miss you
or who we were
you're gone
moved on
forgotten
so quickly & easily about me
it's fine
sometimes
until i realize
you're gone

i wish you could know
how it is for me now.

they won't hang out with me
anymore
never call
never call
never call

they've forgotten.

what a privilege
you all have.

forgetting.
moving on.

but how am i to forget
those summer nights
with my lungs filled with our innocence
as the warm air untangles my hair

were we never friends at all?
how could you forget those nights?
they echo in my heart
like your laugh
and your lemon scented perfume.

here come the tears again

make it stop
stop
stop

but they never do.

why am i not good enough for you?

do you miss me?
or just the company?


i can't thin k  straight.

how could
all of you
forget me?

sometimes
it's hard just to
exist
because
all of you
act like i never have.


i'm sorry
forgive me
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
what did i do to deserve this?
i'm sorry
so sorry
forget me
please don't
remember me
forget me.
forget it.