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Dear Patrick,

Could you please hurry up with that solo album?!

Thanks love.

Who do you think you are?

Slandering my family?
I don't care if you were apart of his life.
You're not now.
So you may not judge him.
I will never let you do that again.

It makes me sick that I decided to keep my mouth closed.

If it happens again, you're going to wish you had never met me.

I don't care if I'm going through a difficult time with them,
You may not judge.
It is not your place.

I hate how you think you have the right to say what you want.

Why did I ever let you back into my life?

Fill me

I am empty.
There is a hole in my heart.
For some reason,
It can't be filled.

Not with books,
They just make me wish they were reality.
Not with family,
For some reason, I can't stay away long enough.

Friends fill me.
Until one pours me out.

I've never had to fight for happiness this hard in my entire life.

Maybe it's because I said goodbye to you.
Maybe it's not.

I feel alone in a city of 150,000 people.

Rain

You are unwanted here.
You've already done your job.
Now leave.
You disgust me.
You bring sorrow to me.
Rain Rain.
Go Away.
Come again?
Never.

Sunshine, do your job.
You're beautiful.
Please, don't hide.
The clouds are defeating,
But you're better than them.
Sun, sunshine.
Come back to me.
Destroy the rain.
Bring your sensation back to my skin.

I don't know why

But every summer, depression hits me like a ton of bricks.
And I love summer. It's my favorite season.
I love feeling free and open.
But the beginning is usually pretty difficult.
My emotions are all messed up.


Summer depression.
Go away so I may laugh.
Sunshine complete me.

Amazing

"If we could party all night

& sleep all day.
& throw all of our problems away.
My life would be easy."

This summer is going to be the best summer I've ever had.
I'm going to make damn sure.
I've already gotten a jump start @ my photography project, which is to capture emotion in every picture.

And write a million haiku's.

Sunshine on my skin.
Summer can't come fast enough.
Care free gorgeous days.

Two days of school left.
Which reminds me, don't I have a book report due tomorrow?