fun.

fun
[fuhn]
noun
1.
something that provides mirth or amusement.

breaking up
getting back together,
drama upon everything you do,
i'm glad you're having fun.

trying to look better than him
pretending like everything is fine
laughing at everything that's not funny,
i'm glad you're having fun.

nothing to on a beautiful saturday,
so you smoke all of your weed
and stare at the ceiling all day.
i'm glad you guys are having fun.

judging everyone that walks by
or is even a little bit different than you.
everything you say is right.
i'm glad you're having fun.

giving yourself so easily away
and then crying because he's with
someone else.
quickly bouncing back for the next fling,
i'm glad you're having fun.

having sex with him
and then him.
and then let's see how this one works out,
i'm glad you're having fun.

wanting more people to like you
so you sell who you are
for only a few moments of noise.
i'm glad you're having fun.

working all day
and then sleeping the rest of your life away,
while your children swing and play
refusing to seek help, but
i'm glad you're having fun.


this is what surrounds me.
i am not better than all of you,
no.
i am not.

i am just filled with sorrow,
because i love you.

but i'm watching all of you drown.

your fun is sinking my soul.
& i just don't know how to handle that.