i feel
empty
all the time
and it's hard for you to understand.
because i am able to
function in a normal manner
smiles and all
but i'm
so lonely
so alone
and the worst part of it all
is i have no reason to be this way.
i have been gifted with many things
and i have great friends
it's just a constant battle i fight
everyday.
but in the end, i always end up
feeling this way.
frustrating. frustrating.
i just don't know where to go from here.
God is too busy
and i have nothing to really say to a mentor
because i look foolish compared to others
nothing is wrong
but everything is wrong
so so wrong.
I can relate to this whole heartily.
ReplyDeleteIt's a daunting feeling really.