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Here we go again
You're running through my mind
Everything I touch
See
Feel
Hear
Reminds me of you

I can't forget
& I know that I shouldn't
Because I loved you,
& still do
But I don't want to come back
Because I know my indecisive mind
Will make me run away once again

I promise I will never come back
Ever again
What I did to you was wrong
& I hate myself for that
You deserve so much more
Than a little girl
Lost in her own perfect dream world

So I just pray
That these dreams go away
That these visions of us fade
That these clouds can look any other color than gray
I just want to move on and be able to look and feel things
Without you invading my mind
I never thought this would be so hard.

"I can see it from the other side
The grass isn't always as green
The houses burn to ashes
& I'm no longer in between.
R.I.P. You & me."