I wanted
I waited
I tried
Too hard.
You got to know me.
You've begun to fall for me.
You don't know
I'm no longer into you.
I tried so hard to make you mine. Now that I've got you where I want you, I no longer want you.
Maybe if this would have happened naturally, it would be different. I was just trying to fill a gap in my heart, but I've now only made it bigger.
I tried to break down my walls, but they're not budging. I'm not ready for this.
Right now, I only want to be with my family and friends, and that's not fair for you. You deserve someone who wants to be with you all the time and is ready for the commitment. You deserve better.
The timing was off. There is so much going on that you would never understand. My life is so different from yours and far from easy and I'm not sure you're up for the challenge.
Excuses. Excuses. I could go on and on all day.
Hate me for leading you on.
I would rather have someone break my arm off than feel the pain that I'm feeling right now.
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