Truth never set me free

I am so lost.
Trapped alone in my own world.
I can't escape my sorrow.

I've changed so much.
I've locked myself inside.
No one needs to know.

I'll pretend I'm okay.
After all, I've done it my whole life.

Being crippled

Really sucks.
I can't run.
I can't jump.
I can't walk... Normal.

I really wanna play a massive game of kickball too!

):

Yesterday,

Remember when I said that I loved someone else?

I lied.

Moments like these

I remember that I am so naive
Thinking that everything has a happy ending
It would have never worked
But I just was so blind by my emptiness

You're not the one for me, and never will be.

I shall stop my thoughts from being consumed of you
And focus what I have in front of me

I've never noticed how much I love someone else until now

I'm moving on.

So,

I've taken a lot of pictures this summer.
A lot.
But, I think I've found my summer favorite.




Love ya, Grendel(:

America

I love you
You are my shelter
You allow me to be free

I know you have secrets
But then again
So do we

You are so beautiful
With lovely lakes
& Monstrous mountains

While I fire off fireworks
and limp away
I shall think of you

Thank you
for everything
I love living here

That's right.

If you know me, I'm one of the most responsible people you'll ever meet. Yes, I can be a little reckless, but I am 18 so that's a given. But damn.
On June 27th, I've never felt so careless in my entire life.
Lacey and I were on this really steep ledge type thing and I decided to jump off.
It didn't look that high..
It didn't look high.
It was.




I broke my leg and screwed up all of my tendons and shit.
Firemen carried me to an ambulance and I got my very own hospital bracelet with my name on it(:
Oh yeah, it hurt like hell.
It still hurts. And it looks kinda awkward..
But I don't regret jumping! This is a step closer to finding out who I really am..
Er, limp(: